| Long Island iced teas and vomit |
[28 Jul 2006|11:18am] |
soooo i haven't updated in a fucken long time, and i have 10 minutes to kill before leaving for work, so here is me updating.
Last time i updated, the summer had barely began, and now, it's almost gone. Alot of shit happened. First of all Christine came to spend two weeks with me in Montreal. I love that girl more than anyone in the world and if her parents wouldnt have moved away, we'd still be together today. So those two weeks were pretty sick. We went to watch fireworks, we went clubbing, we had some fun times at the pad, and she even dropped by to chill with me at the Kamikaze Baby show. She's coming back to montreal next year for univeristy, so it'll be cool.
On july 13th, my band had a show at Club Lambi. this girl Julie from rona came. She's cool and all but i never really saw her as anything more then a friend. The whole night of the show she was always on me and being really touchy feely and it was really weird. I should have seen it coming, but i didnt. When i was about to leave, i told her good night and gave her a kiss on each cheek and out of nowhere she started making out with me, but like full fledged. I didnt want that but i got caught so offguard. It lasted like 4 minutes. After that i just left right away and now its been like 3 weeks and she tried talking to me about it like twice at work but i always avoid it, because i know what it feels like when someone doesnt feel the same way as you do, and it sucks.
Other then that, i've been having the time of my life with my old friends Derek, Ant, Pas, Mike, Kev, Dani. Every single time we go out, i wish the night would last forever. I know that girls will come and go, so will friends, but these guys are my brothers and they'll always be there for me. It's been fucken great and i love those guys, they'll always be my best friends.
Pas and i went to the Brand New concert and i realized, Pas was the perfect person to come with me to the show. FIrst of all the show was fucken amazing. Jesse looked a little depressed, but all the songs sounded great and the crowd was singing louder than him the whole time. And we also met two ontarian girls who study at university of Ottawa. We were with them during the whole show and then we went out, and at the end they wanted us to go back to their hotel to party a bit more. I was working the next day and Christine was still in town so i didnt feel like going and fucking shit up. Pas was dissapointed because he's a horny bastard and really wanted to go with them. hahaha. but whatever, he understood.
time's up, i gotta go work.
-chris-
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| Hectic shit |
[08 Jul 2006|03:06pm] |
sooo... i havent updated in a long time, because i've barely been home. A lot of stuff happened since last time. Our highschool friend Jen (mike's girlfriend) died in a car crash on monday. This took a huge toll on me and i was down for a couple days and all the 2005 lmac graduates are taking the news pretty harshly. She was always smiling, always happy and always nice to everywhere. Apparantly the car fell in a ditch and she flew out of the windsheild :/
Also, Portugal lost to France. It's a shame, but whatever. that penalty should have never been called. Now at least i can peacefully wait for hockey to start. i wont be caring about soccer for the next 4 years.
Last night Dave, Rob (from kamikaze baby) and I smoked some Salvia at the pad. Salvia is this mexican drug that isnt illegal in canada since the government doesnt know much about it. It's all natural and Hallucinagenic. Yesterday was my first time ever doing it and it was fucking cool as shit. Me and rob were both hallucinating like mother fuckers. dave, not so much. The things we saw are absolutely un describable. Its nothing that anyone who's never tried this kind of drug could ever understand. It was like being in another dimension where laws of physics dont exist and laws of logic just dont matter. Basically, all of reality is torn apart and fall out from behind you and you're left only with the surreal of what your mind wishes you to see. Since last night i've been trying to find the right words to describe the experience i had and it's impossible. It was just so weird but seemed so real, but totally fucking out of this world. It was cool and i'll be trying a stronger dose in a few weeks.
that was the main highlights, theres a couple other cool things going on, but im about to leave, so i'll write about it next time.
-chris-
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| oh yeah! |
[01 Jul 2006|03:32pm] |
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I forgot to mention. Portugal won against England. It was a tough game, but in the end, Portugal won fair and square, no matter what anyone says. Forca Portugal! Now i wish the world cup would end soon and hockey would start.
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| Drunk as shit. |
[01 Jul 2006|02:39pm] |
Dave, Ant and I went to the pad last night with 24 coronas, a bottle of Brandy, and 2 large pizzas. After a couple beers and several shots, i randomly took a paper and started writting shit down so i could read it the next day and laugh at myself. here it is (well, what i can actually understand of it):
"Yo man, what's happening? I never write letters to myself but this time Dave had paper and pen right next to me so i decided to do it. I cant wait to see someone crying on a curb while me and some big black guy stand there laughing hysterically. Fade to black whilst lost the will to live. Those guys are sitting on a couch because Kerpal called Abdul. It's 3 oclock. I'm tired. I run you over in my taxi you in my taxi. My sister said she likes to feel good. You fairy. Pizza places don't spank their pizza. Nice knowing that. 5 weeks later it wont matter. Kelso left the show. That homo. He loves Corn Flakes. Blue berries are better though. Monkeys said if they climb on my shoulder theyll whisper yo mama jokes in my ear while i say fuck you. I wish pink floyd was more green because green pwns pink and tampons are better at the pad. Pad parties rule tho. Except if they suck. An elf kicked me in the shins. He loves gold. Jocelyn says he thinks he's a pedophile and that's why Gilles loves him. I invented a colour called Arnaldo. It's a mix of brown, yellow, and bright red. It's the colour of his ballsack minus all the schpack hair but he's bald anyways. Baldo is better because he has a sunny hand and it smells like balls. Ant dont be his friend at 60. Ah, sould mates."
Lol, i dont remember writting half this shit and i dont know what most of it means or why i wrote it. here are some pictures from last night:
Early in the night:
15 coronas later:
Dave doing the "2 in the pink, 1 in the stink" sign:
fucken finished:
yaaaaaaaay:
this is how we open beers:
ant was pretty fucked too, for once:
we do it our way:
sick night. we're doing it again next week.
-chris-
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| TearJERKer |
[28 Jun 2006|06:54pm] |
worked 8-5 today. Paycheck comes in tonight and i cant fucking wait because im really broke. but i owe my uncle 130$, gotta pay rent for the pad, gotta buy 2 cds, 2 kamikaze tickets, and a sick jacket at D-TOX, so yeah, by sunday i'll probably have no more money. It's all good though. Friday night im going to the pad with Ant and Dave really late at night and we're gonna split a case of 24. should be fun. (i hope it doesnt break and all spill on the floor) going to watch soccer downtown saturday morning and then probably boozing it downtown at night.
going to the park later to kick around a soccer ball with derek mark and dave. yay
-chris-
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| Wheels and Jude |
[26 Jun 2006|09:47pm] |
So i worked all day today. It was cool though because this casheer, Marie, that usually only works up front, finally started working in my department today. She's really cool and cute and i spent most of the day at the lumber yard cash talking to her. I also made a shitload of tip today (like $15) and barely did anything. i guess people were feeling generous. its good because until thursday im fucken broke.
When i got home, my dad had the hood of the Integra popped open. BACKGROUND STORY: We own a '92 Acura Integra that used to belong to my dad. When he bought his first pickup truck about 5 years ago, he stopped driving the Integra and it just stayed in the garage until now and he said it was mine. The engine was perfect but there was several things to change on it, ie: radiator, gas tank, rear view mirrors, muffler, back bumper and ball joints. For like 2 years my dad keeps saying we're gonna fix it up so i can drive it but it never happens, so i was pretty surprised that he was tooling around with it when i got home. He plugged it to the battery of his truck, we put in some gas and tried starting it up. It took a little while to fire up since it hadnt been used in so long, but when it did it sounded beautiful. the engine runs amazingly well and for the next couple of weeks we'll be fixing the problems on it. Then we'll send it to inspection and once it passes we'll plate it and i'll get insured and i'll have a car :D
Went to fireworks sunday night with Amy Mel and Mark and i remembered why i used to like going to fireworks so much. its sick and i'm going again as often as i can this summer.
On another note, i got an E-mail from Dominique today. My favorite casheer at Rona. Shes been in Spain for like 2 weeks but didnt have internet access. Seems like shes having loads of fun and i cant wait till she gets back to see all of her crazy pictures.
and i dont get to go to the pad all week because Karma Montage is recording :( I cant wait to hear their recorded stuff, but i also cant wait to jam.
Not working tommorow. i'll probably be fixing up the Integra. Not working saturday, i'll go downtown watch Portugal kick Englands ass, and then hopefully Argentina win their game so we can beat them too and face Italy in the final :D
that is all
-chris-
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| confucked |
[24 Jun 2006|02:27pm] |
I know you're going to read this eventually.
I fucked up really really bad. I needed to talk to ant but i knew he was busy. i needed him to call NOW so i chose words of impact. Ant is my best friend ever and he knows every single thing that bothers me or that goes on in my life. That text message was meant for him and no one else. I still can't beleive how fucking retardedly stupid it was that i sent it to you by mistake. You're never going to want to talk to me again, and if you ever do, i dont know if i'll be able to face the humiliation. My brand new cell phone doesnt work anymore because i smashed it after i realized the horrible mistake i made, so i took the card out and started using my old one again.
I'm not a jerk, i'm hurt. there's a difference.
-chris-
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| nooo |
[24 Jun 2006|01:36pm] |
i'm stupid. i'm sorry. i'm out
-chris-
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| Existentialism on Prom Night |
[23 Jun 2006|12:51am] |
sooooooooo tommorow night (friday) is Prom Night in the city of blinding lights (montreal?). Derek, Mark, Dave, Fausto and I are going out with this kid Mikey who's graduating from Pearson. It should be pretty sick and it'll make up for last year's gay prom.
yep
-chris-
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| no phone |
[22 Jun 2006|12:17pm] |
So, no Laronde today. The wheather was too uncertain and Danni doesnt have a pass so we didnt want to make him waste 40$ and have it start raining. It's ok, i'll still be hanging out with Ant and Danni later on. Yesterday was the first official day of summer and i celebrated it by... working all day. Then i went to the pad to jam till like 2 in the morning because its our last practice before our show saturday.
Audioslave album comes out in September and i can't wait.
-chris-
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| tough |
[20 Jun 2006|04:28pm] |
wow, hardest fucken day ever today at work.
Started off not bad because i started at 7 and its always pretty quiet that early in the morning. Then my boss said he needed me around noon, so i only got a half hour lunch, and after lunch he was carrying a double pallet of sand with about 80 bags of sand on it with the lift, and it all fell on the floor and he looked at me to fix it. So i started putting metal straps around and shit but every time i would touch a bag, about 4 more would fall. then i ended up putting about 3 straps, 4 2x4 studs, and wrapping the whole thing with plastic so it would stay together. i had to take my last break and hour later then scheduled. Good thing i finished at 4 instead of 5 like usual.
-chris-
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| yep. |
[19 Jun 2006|11:44pm] |
there's this one little thing that just snapped the thread.
i'm through.
-chris-
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| off |
[19 Jun 2006|12:58pm] |
So today was my long anticipated day off. Woke up at about noon and started playing guitar right away. I'm going to the pad later on so hopefully that will go well. I'm off again thursday so Ant, Danni, Amanda and I are going to laronde at around 8 just to fuck around. Friday night is prom night in montreal so Derek, Fausto, Mark, Dave and i are going out with this kid Mikey who's graduating from pearson. That's probably gonna be a sick night. The next day is St-Jean, my band has a show at brasserie 4040 and the next day I think i'm going to the fireworks, but if it doesnt work out i might have a small party at the pad.
so yeah, thats my plans for this week.
-chris-
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| pool |
[19 Jun 2006|02:34am] |
It's 2:30 AM. I just got back from hanging with Derek, Mark and Dave. We went to shoot some pool for a couple hours then we bought some food at mcdonalds and ate it outside and talked about random stuff. It was pretty cool and we got to help each other out with different things we had on our minds. We don't get enough of these discussions. It might sound a little weird, but derek is one of my two best friends and i just don't get to see him enough. Something dies when you grow older. Things change and people become different. Ant, Derek and I were the three tightest motherfuckers around. Now Derek and Ant rarely ever see each other anymore. I see Ant alot but i don't see Derek as much as i should. I really miss the old times where no one gave a shit and we spent the whole summer partying and not caring. I want to be 15 again. i want to have no responsabilities and nothing to worry about. when did we lose our innocence? Things will never again be as easy as the used to be.
Oh well, i don't work tommorow so i'll probably sleep in late. At night i'm jamming with teh band because we have a big show coming up on the 24th and we really need to get our shit together.
yeah everyone should come to our show on the 24th at Brasserie 4040 on the corner of Jean Talon and St-Michel. We start at 9 and we're playing till they kick us out.
We also have an all ages show july 13th at club Lambi on the corner of St-Laurent and Mt.Royal (across the street from El Salon) that show should kick some balls.
-chris-
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| easily mistaken |
[17 Jun 2006|11:28pm] |
Tonight was saturday night but it felt like the middle of the week. I think everyone went to Mel's loft party but i'm not sure. Anyways after work i picked up Steve at his house and we went to the pad. We jammed a bit and made some noise. Came home and now it's 11:30 and im still trying to find out the score of the oilers/'canes game. i hope the canes won.
I work 8-5 tommorow and then monday i'm off :)
-chris-
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| rodeo clowns |
[17 Jun 2006|06:27am] |
Ok so i've got 3 minutes to write something before i have to leave for work.
Arctic Monkeys last night were fucken great. I had a blast and this girl Vanessa from my school was there and i didnt know she was into that kind of music so we hung out in the front row and talked a bit after the show. Today i work from 7-4 which is cool because i finish early but right now i really wish i could be sleeping.
I really want to chill with people this weekend but it seems like everyone is too fucking busy. Ironically, i'm the only one who works 40 hours a week, and i'm always ready to party it up. Maybe there will be people chilling out at the pad tonight, meh i might go check it out.
aight, my time is over. off to work
-chris-
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| southern penguins |
[16 Jun 2006|05:50pm] |
Today was good because my boss sent me to work outside in the backyard with Matthieu so we were far from everyone. we didnt have to help customers and we mostly just talked and did a bit of work. That guy is 34 and has alot of life experience so he told me a couple of things and the blues i had for the past couple days is finally gone.
Tonight i'm going to the arctic monkeys with Antoine (friend from quebec) and Elise. It's probably gonna be a sick ass show, but i dont think i'll find it as sick tommorow morning when i gotta wake up at 5:45 because i work at 7.
Thursday, going to Laronde with Danni, Ant and Amanda. Looking forward to that
This week is going to be crazy because my band needs to practice like motherfuckers because we have a big show on St-Jean day at brasserie 4040. sunday i'm going to fireworks maybe, if i'm not too fucked up from the night before. but yeah, i have 3 days off :)
ok i'ma get ready to leave
-chris-
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| take your time |
[15 Jun 2006|06:17pm] |
I'm my worst enemy right now
I press things too much, i'm too hasty
I make everything WAY too dramatic. i'm supposed to be happy, not always wondering whats next and thinking i'm going to crash and burn.
I'm being selfish though. It's like i haven't even given a thought as to how the other people involved might see their future. I'm only trying to set myself up to be happy. But if i keep going, it'll be at other people's expense and i'll end up alone with nothing, once again.
The timing is bad anyways, i think everyone is in a precarious situation. Feelings might not be in the right place right now and the path isnt clear. I dont want to fuck up, but sometimes it's heart over mind. whatever. i guess i'll have to be that Alpha Male shit my friend told me about. I need to wait it out, let the air clear and wait for my time to come. I don't want to wait, but i dont want to fuck up. I need to shut my mouth and step back. I've been stupid because i don't know how to act and react in situations like this. i'm the king of making everyone and everything become awkward. I'll take a time out and let things work themselves out. That's how it's supposed to be anyways, isnt it? I can't control anything. i can only improve my odds. right now, i think i'm decreasing them with every passing second. So that's my cue to leave the set, hopefully sometime i'll get some feedback. I hate the feeling i'm getting that i'm the only one making any effort or that im the only one feeling a certain way. I wanna know how other people feel. without asking them. I wanna know when someone either loves me or despises me, so i can know how to deal with it and not just wonder. I can't tell and it sucks because i can't say anything.
It's all about who wins the fight between my heart and my conscience. They both need to work together to succeed, but in the end, i hope my heart comes out as the victor.
see, this was just going to be a short thing saying that i'm tired, but i had to make it fucken dramatic again.
on another note, my friend Antoine arrived in town today from Quebec. We're going to Fouffs tonight because it's his birthday. Should be pretty fun.
-chris-
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| arctic monkeys :D |
[13 Jun 2006|01:14pm] |
So i was supposed to pay Antoine 30$ for an arctic monkeys ticket, but turns out another one of my friends (ironically also called Antoine) offered me 2 free tickets because he cant go to the show anymore. How could i refuse that?
now i need someone to go with though.
-chris-
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| The Circle |
[12 Jun 2006|08:52pm] |
So today was my first of 2 days off in a row and i went to Laronde with Kris and her friends Annie and this kid Claudio who they call Emmo, but he looks more like a bro than anything.
So i got up, found some clothes, got ready, wanted to eat cereal but there were no clean bowls so i ate toast with Cheese Wiz, and then at around 8:38 text messaged kris because i was supposed to meet her at the metro at 8:45. Turns out she woke up late because her dad didnt tell her mom to wake her up or something like that. meh, different story.
I ended up meeting kris a little later and we got on the metro and went to laronde. Once we got there, we had to wait a bit because Annie and Emmo were in the Pitoune. Once they came out, we went to that stupid Spongebob movie thing where spongebob chases a pickle halfway through the country and in the end the customer didnt even want pickles..... what and intricate story line. And then we went to play video games in the nintendo thing. lol, and after that we went in the Tornado but Emmo didnt wanna come for some reason. Later on we met up with Jonathan and Bianka and chilled around the place some more. Then we passed by some water sprinkler thing and Kris didnt want to run through it so i picked her up and brought her through it. After that she was pretty angry and didn't talk to me for a bit and i felt really really bad because it was pretty unnecessary to get her wet for no reason and i always do things without thinking. So i said sorry a couple times but then i decided to give her a bit of time to cool off.
After a while we went and waited in line for the Dragon and i decided i was gonna write Kris a text message saying "dont be mad, im sorry <3" but after i wrote it and saved it i asked her if she was still mad and she said no and we hugged so it was a happy ending.
After that we went in the ferris wheel and saw a sanitary pad (that women wear on their period) hanging on one of the big beams, and after we bought some food and sat down and chilled there for a while. Joe and Bianka left, then a bit after, Emmo and Annie left, and then kris and i spent a while there chilling and talking and looking at people's cool hats and being tired. at 7:00 we started heading home.
Now i'm home and Edmonton is leading 1-0 as we speak, which pisses me off. Elise is driving her boyfriend home right now but when shes back shes gonna call me and we're gonna go eat ice cream close to my house. That makes me happy because i havent seen elise since school finished, even though she lives like 3 houses away from me and i've known her for 10 years. So we'll be able to catch up abit and i hope she kept her economics notebook because i need it to pass the course this semester.
Oh yeah and friday i might be going to the Arctic Monkeys with my friend Antoine and some of his friends. I wanted to go to their last show but it was sold out, and i wanted to go to this show but its sold out, but apparantly antoine found tickets on Ebay and hes gonna come all the way from quebec city to see the show and im gonna give him $30 for the ticket and also thursday we're going to fouffs for his birthday.
the end,
-chris-
P.S. apparently that happy music sucks now.
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